how can you sit there and watch her cry and not do a damn thing to stop it? how can you sit there and tell people you love her with all your heart? if you did, your heart would cry, too. every time you saw a single tear roll down her cheek, your heart would break a thousand times over. but you don't do you? of course not. you're a man. you're the manliest of men and you're the biggest coward of them all. she needs you to see but instead you turn away from her every time she needs you. a single caress of fingers grazing against warm flesh damp with tears would fix it all. don't you understand that's all you have to do? touch her you fucking moron. hold her crumpled body in your arms and let her cry for all the times she never did because she's the strong one. she's held the weight of the world and all her friends and family on her shoulders since she was twelve years old. she's not as strong as everyone thinks. she's fragile and i'm the only one who sees this. if you don't comfort her ... i will. and god knows if i do, all our lives will spin into chaos in one brief moment. she's got you and i've got him but i swear to god if you don't do something to make her happy soon i'll take that all away with a single hug. a single kiss. a single kind word whispered into an open ear. that's all it'll take to make her never speak to you again. do you want that? or maybe that's the problem here. maybe that's exactly what you want but you're in so deep now that you can't find a way out. maybe you're just waiting for the day that you do something stupid enough to make her leave you. is that why you pick fights with her over the most trivial things you can find? i bet it is. you would do that wouldn't you? fucking coward.

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