i was at my mom's house last night doing her taxes. went outside to smoke. there's this really dim street lamp right in front of her house. i stood underneath it, lit my smoke, and started to cry. i felt like a really fucking bad monologue under a spotlight on stage. there's a tan line where my ring used to be and i've got a giant hole instead of a heart. no fight. no unfaithfulness. nothing. i just got tired of being invisible.

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