ya know when you pick up a drink thinking for sure in your mind that it's your drink, but when you go to drink it it's something else. for that split second when it washes over your tongue, it is the most vile thing a human could ever consume of it's own free will, but only because you're still 100% sure it's your drink. then, of course, you realise that it's not gross. it's just not what you expected.

that's how i've felt half my life.

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